Potency

Hello blessed beings! As you embark ever more on your path, I am in full support of your dreams and intentions and desires.

As I have shared with you, my intention for this year has been wealth. Not just abundance and just enough, but true wealth where I can live my life in full support of myself, my children, those I love and contribute to the causes that are in alignment with my values.

Sometimes things can clear in an instant, and more often than not it comes apart in layers. Since January, I have stayed focused on this intention and am willing to break through whatever is stopping me from my deepest desire. Spirit has supported me in numerous ways by bringing into my life people, awareness and new consciousness opportunities to release what is no longer serving me. It has then been my choice to take what is being offered and do the inner work in order to clear the depths to allow my intention to be fulfilled.

I have received beautiful coaching from a few sources and allowed myself to be vulnerable and open to their reflections. I have meditated and asked God the best next step question numerous times. I am not there yet and know I am on my way, and I wanted to share with you what has transpired these past few days on this quest and intention.

I am in a mastermind group with two other brilliant sisters, and we focus on our business and what we are here to bring into existence and create, and we support each other on our paths. One sister’s area of brilliance is in money. She had a call around her upcoming course a couple of days ago which was phenomenal, and she named a pattern that too many of us – gifted, conscious divine women – run too often. She had us do an exercise that brought me to such a deep level within myself that had these unconscious patterns step up front and center, and I broke down in wracking sobs.

After speaking with this dear sister this morning, I did the process again with her instructions to ask the question, “What is the single most thing in my way right now stopping me from receiving?” Using her exercise of drawing, I allowed myself to dive in. Once again, this deep well of blackness rose to the surface that was ready to be cleared through, and it was a couple of things: taking on beliefs that I am not worthy and can’t earn money, and a past life where I made a vow to never have money in order to be safe. I saw myself walking in the desert alone in this past life, and once I saw her, I just embraced her with deep love and compassion for all she has been through. Tears flowed as I met these two pieces rising to the surface with as much love as I could summon, and in the span of just a few minutes, it was gone.

Now in this place is a lightness and joyfulness that completely fills me. I am integrating a new energy now that is flow and freedom. What I did this morning for myself was a choice – a choice to take 30 minutes of time to just sit with what was wanting to move through and be cleared because of my intention. There have been many times this year when it has seemed like an overwhelming task, but I know my desire for this abundance is real and right and true. And so I stay with it. Perseverance, anyone?

I am honored to be joining this sister’s 8 week course this coming week and know I will continue to move towards my destiny around wealth. I fully stand in my power as a creator and trust what comes my way whether it be a learning opportunity, a chance to move through some old patterns, or a conversation with my beloved around respecting money.

All are opportunities to grow, release, thrive and live in an empowered place with life. The question always is – how much are you willing to commit to what you want, allow divine grace to help you along the way, open your heart, and let the Love be the catalyst to the Light that you are?

You are always in my heart. Keep walking, standing, and trusting your ability to create what you are here to do.

Blessings and Love. xo